I would like to inform you that I was actually close to accepting you because of the new rules in place. I had no proof you had changed, I had no proof you were the same. I had no new evidence, and even though it was my choice to accept you or not, I decided I was going to follow the new rule Vamp made.
You then decided to be overly sensitive, and lost one of the few supporters that you had - again. You got yourself denied by another member of the council, whose very rule was going to probably get you in to begin with. If you had a normal discussion with Kira, showed you had changed, and apologized for the obviously wrong things that you've done before, you would have easily gotten in.
You decided to act as you did. You never take the blame for anything. You always act like you're a victim and that is a major problem of yours. I never wanted you to act like a suck up. I wanted you to STAND UP, be mature, and take responsibility for what you had done and show you were different now.
You never did. You instead seem to feel that spending lots of time here is a way to buy your way into the clan, in an attempt to show you're devoted. I don't fall for such things. I care about personality, beliefs and actions.
Take care, Valithor.